Sunday, October 6, 2013

angel

For every super annoying/bitchy/ugly/unreasonable person you think no one would want, there'll be one who would love them like an angel

aki - 20 aug 2013

ludah

Aku ludah ke tepi , Omong kosong kau, Tersenyum sinis, Dengan janji haprak kau Paling muka, Dengar nama kau, Siapa?
Aku lupa


aki - 16 aug 2013

agree to disagree

So far, hardest thing to do even when it seems so simple, is to 'agree to disagree'. To the uninitiated, it simply is a way to run away

However the truth is more twisted. Since when u resolve urself to a debate means u have firmed up ur opinion on the matter to an extent

The part where it gets hard to is when u realize or smacked with the exact opposite of what u believe. When u realize u r the lesser truth

Your mostly ego and pride and your trained set of belief will falter with disproves. Just until now u believe you are on the righteous path, yet

Faced with a situation where it seems harder to prove ur belief is better, u r confronted with options of completely giving up or disagree

Not necessarily out of egoistic or prideful self, since when u r open to debate means u r open to be proven otherwise, supposedly

So to agree to disagree means u wont concede defeat and u still belief in ur arguments while rendering the debate useless but informative

Aki - 22 aug 2013

the mind

The mind is pretty amazing, you tell them everyday they hate a person even without reason, they'll really hate the person. Likewise, is love

You tell your mind you want to give a person a chance, a possibility, a room to impress, then your mind will open up to the person.

A daily reminder in your mind of a person, even sub consciously, would strengthen the person image in your mind. Likewise, God

It can be applied to a lot of things, when you teach ur mind to be more open minded, acceptable to new ideas, open to debate, you'll open up

aki - 22 aug 2013

hilang

Sayup kapal terbang malam, Menyelinap di celahan awan, Kelipan lampu makin kelam, Bawa bersama kenangan, BIar hilang dalam kegelapan.

aki - 22 aug 2013

tunggul

Kadang sejenak, Ku pikir apa semuanya tentang kamu? Korban kamu, Setia kamu, Asa kamu, Bahagia kamu, Habis aku ini apa? Tunggul perasaan


aki - 22 aug 2013

cincau



Teh krisantimum itu ku minum, Mengalir sejuk semerbak harum, Malar segar disukai ramai, Macam kamu, Dan aku cincau, Kacau, bilau.


Aki - 22 aug 2013

past

I wonder if the lack of affection shown is because you have been let down too much. That you feel that nothing could really hurt you anymore

That ur past history made you to be wary, too much. That it hinders any possibilities of ever opening up truly in fear of history repeating

That the wisdom and maturity you gain comes not from reading or from happy moments, but from the hurtful past and scars of dissapointment

Friends around you always compliments how you are so cool and optimistic without really knowing how come to be such.

But doesn't mean your happiness, your laughter, are fake. You learned. You realized. Why succumb to darkness when all around you is sunshine


Aki - 25 aug 2013

terbang

Aku terbang, Melayang, Di kayangan, Bagai layang-layang, Punya semua ruang, Tapi terikat dengan benang, Sayang.


aki - 25 aug 2013

wither

My soul wither in your absence, Absconds by your love, I lay here motionless, Waiting but in vain.

aki - 27 aug 2013

beautiful


Lift your shadows, Let me see beneath, The beautiful you, Like sunshine in the prairie, Running free from worry.

Aki - 27 aug 2013

tongue

I rmmbr a story, a herder and his wife who are really happy with their marriage. Both love each other very much and it shows thoroughly

The wife is glowing with affection and have the most beautiful smile while waiting everyday for her husband to come back home

At the palace, the king of the kingdom also have a lovely queen. She's the most beautiful maiden when he married her. But he's not happy

He's not happy because after a while, the queen starts to lose her smile, she keeps to herself and lost her appetite. The king gets worried

So he summoned the best of healers from around the kingdom to heal her queen with lavish rewards. And they come in numbers. One by one tried

They tried everything, every medicine available. Every known treatments but to no avail. Instead the queen gets worse n gets into depression

When the king finally about to lose hope he went around his kingdom in search of calm n inspiration. That's when he found the herder n wife

He wonders how could a herder's wife could be so happy and content with her life even if they barely had the necessities to live.

To cut the story short the king asked the herder what did he feed his wife. So he answered "feed her tongues".

The chef prepared every kind of tongue he could get. But the queen didn't show any improvement. The king got angry thinking he's cheated

The king decided if he can't cure his queen he wanted the herder's wife instead since she's so happy and lovely. They swapped wives

The king thought finally he'll get a fulfilling marriage but instead the exact same thing happened to his new wife

While the herder's new wife improved n got to her beautiful self again. When the king knew he got angry thinking the herder used sorcery

He ordered the herder to be imprisoned less he told him what kind of sorcery he used. The herder again told him, "feed her tongue"

The king got so angry that he wants to chop the herder's head. "You liar!" He said, "I fed her all kind of tongues but she only got worse!"

"Let me explain by what I meant by feed her tongue. It's not about cooking animal's tongue and make her eat it." He said, "That's not it."

Every single day, when u come back home, greet ur wife with the warmest of smile n kiss her forehead. Look her in the eyes n say I miss you

Then tell her everything that happened that day while you are out. Even the most mundane of event, just tell her. Make it interesting

She would feel appreciated and loved. What she wants the most is the feeling that she is the most important person in the world for you

That you can't wait to get back home and see her and tell her everything about your life. Make her wanted.

Above all else, show your woman how much u appreciate her and need her in ur life. You'll never get any love more great than that.

Aki - 28 aug 2013

ironic

Don't you think it's ironic a self proclaimed virgin man/woman bashing a notvirgin man/woman but they never knew how it's like to lose it?

aki - 29 aug 2013

tak guna

Apa guna mengaku dalam hati ada taman (lemah lembut sebenarnya) kalau luar panas baran cakap kasar kurang ajar. Orang nak kenal pun takut.

aki - 10 sept 2013

memories

After everything you've been through, know what stays in the back of your mind? The funny, crazy, silly, unplanned, unexpected moments

Memories are not meant for mundane repetitive everyday things you do. It's for all those extra ordinary unusual out of the norm moments

And when you found that someone/group that creates those special memories, whatever happens in the future, you'll always remember these

We humans are creatures of memories, we aways look back, reminisced, ponder, go through those special memories. It creates and shapes us

Does it matter if there are sad unforgettable gut wrenching memories? the loving, happy, heart fluttering moments beat them everytime

We are what we had been through, experienced and learn. We could say otherwise, but our memories and journeys are there, forever the truth.

Aki - 11 sept 2013

as it is

Always look for the future, alas it's never there. 
Live in the present, it is what it is. 
Reminisce the past, as it came and never again.

aki - 11 sept 2013

better

The faster you learn that your ego means nothing & humility brings out the best, the better it is for you. For each discovers it differently

aki - 11 sept 2013

kamu


Pernah kamu pikir tanpa kita, Tanpa kamu, aku, Tak terbayang, timbus, Canggung dalam duka, Robek, macam perca, Longlai, layu, gelap

aki - 12 sept 2013

people

People changes, if u claim you don't know a person anymore, have u considered that u're actually stuck in ur own world, refusing change?


aki - 15 sept 2013

different



Who are we, To say ours is better, Have we been through all, Lived the lives, Alas, is it a tragedy but a miracle viewed differently?


Aki - 15 sept 2013

soul

Will you believe me, If I say the one you are, now/was Is but merely but a husk, For a soul is not contained, It moves, freely


Aki - 16 Sept 2013

Aku tahu apa

Bila waktunya cukup, Mana ku tahu, Bila harusnya bagus, Mana ku tahu, Bila pasti bertemu, Mana ku tahu, Aku tahu apa, Langsung tiada apa


Aki - 19 Sept 2013

pelan-pelan

pelan pelan aku mengundur, dari bucu pikiran kamu, padahal kamu bukan kesah, entah sedar atau leka, biar aku padam diri, dari jam kehidupan.

Aki - 30 sept 2013

karut


kala malam berlabuh, fikiran merewang, terbang, ke sudut gelap, yang malap, hadap yg bukan bukan, yang sakit, yang perit, ini semua karut, mengarut.

aki - 30 sept 2013

trusted





has it ever waited, for one that ever hoped, did it ever repaid, for those ever trusted, can it ever amends, as many ever suffered.


aki - 30 sept 2013

future

I wonder if the future has always been here, 
never leaving your side, 
since we always live in the present, 
and the future, 

next.


aki - 30 Sept. 2013

relationship

A matured relationship understands that one doesn't need each other. They choose to be with each because they other person makes them better

Aki - 2 Oct 2013

forever





So long as the wind still blows, The water keeps flowing, The birds still chirping, So are my memories with you, Warm and tender,
Forever.

Aki - 4 Oct 2013

not good enough?

I wonder why many of us have the impression that a man that can't make u cry, can't bring out the 'true' you, make u confess all your sadness, is undeserving.

A guy that can make you smile, laugh, feel all jiggly inside, always there to listen and help you out is not good enough?

If you ever felt true sadness and loss, the last thing you want is to never feel sad again, ever. A guy that can make u smile is heaven sent.

Aki - 5 Oct 2013

why waste my time?

People won't try to understand completely things they don't like. Hence, is the problem.

It's like saying, "Nope, mine is the only of seeing things. Only way. Yours are invalid, you are wrong. Since I know I'm right, why waste my time learning your wrongful way?"

Which is why the conundrum won't ever be resolved, ever. Since the hate will only keep piling on without giving anything else some room.

Aki - 5 Oct 2013