what is this about feeling?

All of us hopelessly and endlessly indulge ourself in the game of feelings. Understandably it is that makes a human, humane. Yet most of the time what we care is just the feeling which concerns on ourself, us only. The part which we are involved or at least will feel the consequence after a decision or an incident had happen. At a tender age like me and all others alike, the maturity of processing feelings accordingly are still not within our grasp. Yet to say that the decision youth made of their feelings are incorrect is absurd. Everybody have feelings, nobody disagree with that. They say youth must express themselves, youth should give their bits to the futures. And I without any disagreement agree with it and before all of that could happen does any of us know the true meaning of feeling is? because feeling is something so complex even the sages still after ages haven't themselves define the truest or most correct answer of feeling is.why? is it because everybody at any stage with even the same opinion have their own feeling towards something. or simply because to show how special humans are and great God is that feeling could differentiate us all. because when someone, have feelings towards another being it is deemed sacred. but only to the bearer of that feeling. because when that feelings are broken,frustrated, does it look the same anymore? does we look at feeling as our centre of life or is it just another part which completes us. And feelings ( as if they have their own lives ) is playing games with us. As stated earlier, at this line of age we are not even close of grasping the game concept of feeling. Neither also those who ignored it which also includes the adults. Not even close but not not within reach. Games where aqal plays central role, where people around us involved directly or indirectly, environment as the backdrop with no less influence and us humans as the star actors. And it is either we play it nicely,smartly,roughly,innocently,carelessly,brutally,faithfully, or others there still will be an end and an answer to it. And until then feelings never leave us, they'll never abandon us like we did to them always. So same says just do it and let life take you where you should be or Islamicly "Allah tidak akan membantu kaum (orang) ang tidak mahu mengubah nasib mereka sendiri". What has all these connect to feelings? Ask urself.